Trust (Sunday) – Psalm 37:1-11

Trust – Psalm 37:1-11

      But the humble will inherit the land and will delight themselves in abundant prosperity.

Delight yourself in the Lord; and He will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the Lord, trust also in Him, and He will do it.

Some will read Psalm 37 and interpret it to be material prosperity. Some of God’s saints have been entrusted with it for sure but all of God’s saints have been entrusted with spiritual abundance, in Christ. All saints are entrusted with this talent. It is all about how we invest it.

When you think of bible characters, who do you consider to be the wisest investor? Did your selection come from the Old Testament or the New? I am tempted to choose Abraham. He had land, livestock, tons of grandkids and most importantly, he was God’s friend. But I am also attracted to Paul who had lived under both covenants. For God’s children, the New Covenant is where we will find our best investment council. But to both old and New Testament saints, God’s Spirit has always asking an investment question, “What is your DOH (the Desire Of your Heart)? This is an important question because DOH is connected to your ROI (Return on Investment).

Paul is a worthy counselor for both short and long term investing. He shows us that the investment paying the greatest dividends now is the same one offering the greatest return over time. He suggests humbly resting in the unending benefits that will accrue to us as citizens of heaven.

For our citizenship is in heaven, from which also we eagerly wait for a Savior, the Lord Jesus Christ. Philippians 3:20

So then you are no longer strangers and aliens, but you are fellow citizens with the saints, and are of God’s household. Ephesians 2:19

In Philippians 3:7-21, Paul shows us how to examine a balance sheet. He shows us the difference between assets and liabilities. In Phil 3:1-7, he even describes how his investment strategy changed. Jesus Christ turned Paul’s thinking upside down. Jesus had persuaded Paul that the kingdom of God was an overlooked value which we must acquire at any cost. Paul would advise us to radically unbalance our portfolio with kingdom stock.

The kingdom of heaven is like a treasure hidden in the field, which a man found and hid again; and from joy over it he goes and sells all that he has and buys that field. Matthew 13:44-45 (See also; Matthew 6:19-21 and 13:31-32)

In Psalm 37 David’s weighs in. He tells us we must commit our ways to him. Along with Paul, David encourages patience. He would have us buy, hold, never sell out or never sell short. He tells us that we will be tempted toward worry and jealousy as we see the sons of this world reap extravagant windfalls. Ultimately, David makes his greatest contribution to true wealth management by expressing the very spirit of kingdom-investing. He reminds us we can best express our trust in God by delighting ourselves in him.

Father, win our hearts back from every thing we have given them over to which will ultimately cause weeping and gnashing of teeth.  Teach us to abandon our worldly dreams and desires. Show us where our hearts are divided and compromised. Grant us repentance that we may transfer our love and affection back to you. When the trumpet sounds, and the market closes, may we be fully vested in your kingdom.  Amen.

 

Trust (Saturday) – Luke 22:31-38

Trust – Luke 22:31-38

               Simon, Simon, behold Satan has demanded permission to sift you like wheat….

Imagine what your response would be if Jesus locked eyes with you and said, “The devil’s intentions are to separate you and I, but I have prayed for you that your faith not fail you.” What would you say?

Peter’s response was defensive as if Jesus had wrongly accused him of deficient trust or lack of loyalty; “No way Lord, I know myself well enough and I would go to jail or even die with You before I would abandon you.” Three times Peter was given the opportunity to stand fast in his identification with Jesus. Three times he cratered. No doubt Satan assumed his victory as Peter fled, overcome by the events in and around him. Imagine the horror as he watched his closest friend, the Son of God, being mocked and beaten. Imagine his guilt, knowing that, by his inaction, he was a conspirator to this worst of all crimes – the crucifixion of God’s Son.

                                  But I have prayed for you that your faith may not fail.

Peter’s greatest challenge became living with himself – a very different man than he had supposed. However, while Peter was feeling damned and Satan was celebrating, Jesus’ prayer were being answered. Jesus had used Satan’s attack to help empty Peter of self-delusion. Until Peter could recognize his need he could not be filled with the life of God. Until he saw who he was not, he could not become who God intended him to be. In the process of following Jesus, we are not only saved from hell but equipped for life with new identities, in Christ.

A friend of mine tells me of his struggle to believe. He says, “Faith is a gift. One either has it or they don’t”. I agree that faith, as it relates to our initial salvation, is a pure gift. However, from that point on, we must act upon that gift. We must live by faith. Faith becomes that denari we can either bury or invest.

As with Peter, Satan desires to sift us, separating us from God. At the very least, he wants to create that illusion. However, we have a savior who is interceding for us, and a shepherd who will not loose a single lamb. In those moments where it appears we have been sifted – where we have proven our faithlessness to ourselves and to the world, we can have confidence that Jesus’ prayer will be answered. The faith he has given us will grow if only we will persevere. (Check out Romans 5:1-3 and James 1:2-4)

Father, that you are present and faithful at all times and circumstances is a wonderful yet difficult truth to grasp. If and when trials or attacks come our way, may our response be increasingly influenced by the reality that we are yours. Teach us to invest wisely, especially in the presence of our errant thoughts and  emotions. With liberated hearts, may we declare your goodness. After our seasons of disorientation, help us grasp that we have always been secure in you. And may our lives, like Peter, become nourishment for your lambs. Amen.

 

Trust (Friday) – Job 42:1-6

Trust – Job 42:1-6

Job is confessing the folly of babbling about things far beyond him – wonders, way over his head, things about God that he had picked up second hand. Job’s admission could be a bit concerning to a blogger, like myself. After all, Proverbs tells us words should be used very wisely and that too many of them lead unavoidably to sin. And yet … we are also told words (of some type) must be proclaimed …

What I tell you in the darkness, speak in the light; and what you hear whispered in your ear, proclaim upon the housetops. Matthew 10:27

After 39 years of following Jesus, I pray I am beginning to know the difference between babbling and proclaiming, from going on about propositions (however true) and simply telling my story – that place where truth is becoming experiential reality. To be sure, I have babbled. In reviewing my writings between 1995 and 2005 I found much Jōbish- babbling. Beneath all my words, there were subtle questions regarding God’s goodness and his wisdom. While Augustan wrote his Confessions, Cummins had penned his Complaints.

My writing and speaking had the tone of honest inquiry but they were laced with a bitterness I didn’t even see. My religious skin prohibited me from coming right out and thinking it, but I was extremely bothered by a few fundamental, unanswered questions; “Where were you when I needed you God? Have I not been a faithful servant?” “Why do you not speak to me (as you do to others)? Have I not sought you diligently?”

I was a teaching elder in my church, yet I had struggled for years to rest in Father’s love. What was fueling my heart was information and doctrine. This was the equivelent of trying to run a car on wood, hay and stubble. These things might be combustible but they will ruin an engine. It is amazing (and sad) but I had very strong convictions about the bad fuel choking my engine. When I opened my mouth or pressed the keys on my keyboard (often with great force), what came babbling out of my heart, was a loveless, lifeless religious noise.

If your eye is bad, your whole body will be full of darkness. If then the light that is in you is darkness, how great is the darknessMatt 6:23

If I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but do not have love, I have become a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. 1 Cor 13:1

Job, and the rest of us, are sharing space with angels, demons and their commanders. We do not know who to blame at times for our plight. We are all familiar with this line of thinking; “If God is sovereign and if he is good then why  ________?  We then fill in the blank with our complaint. Job and I had erred in how we were completing that sentence. With this supposed honest spirit of inquiry hiding in our hearts, our song is going to be tainted. While I was leading worship, I was really just whistling in the dark.

Whether we perceive our unwanted circumstances as an attack or the woodshed, Hebrews 4:13 must influence our interpretation and response. This brief sentence has been life to me …

                           All things are open and laid bare to him whom we have to do.

If we will persevere through our trials and testings with him, we will emerge in him, armed with an upgraded story, loaded with the power of first-hand experience – truth we can proclaim with authority, because it has become ours.

These earned-words which only we are positioned to share can often slip past barriers others have to church and to sermons. Living-truth that matches character carries authority. Our story becomes a humble and disarming first hand account of God’s involvement in the affairs of men. Our stories are a visible reality that a good God is inclined toward men with mercy and kindness. Our lives and our words will resonate and awaken hope and faith in others.

I had acquired as much Bible knowledge, read as many books and listened to as many teachings as most, but like Job, in many ways …

                                      I had only heard of Him by the hearing of the ear.

Usually what I had to say (with conviction mind you), was second hand. However, after my season of darkness, like Job, I too retracted my questions and repented as best I could of my speculative babbling. Now, I fortunately have some degree of confidence in proclaiming

                                                        But now my eye sees Thee.

If we are in the darkness, let us give thanks because it is there where he will speak to us. What he whispers there in our ears can ultimately be proclaimed from the housetops.

Father, help us to update our stories by listening to you in the midst of whatever our current darkness may be, and whatever we may perceive as its origin. May we emerge from our circumstances in faith having fresh confirmation in our hearts of your goodness, your kind intention and your power. May both the spirit of our questions and our words be flavored by love, by boldness and with a joy that is appropriate for the sons and daughters of a great king and good father, such as You. Amen.

 

Trust (Thursday) – Proverbs 3:5,6

Trust – Proverbs 3:5,6

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight.

I think when I memorized this verse shortly after becoming a follower of Christ, I had a vision of the Lord and I, hand-in-hand, venturing higher and higher on some ascending and scenic trail. In that higher altitude I would be at peace with the world, with no more cares than a lilly – I had also memorized Matt 6:28b …

                    Observe how the lilies of the field grow; they do not toil nor do they spin.

This verse, coupled with Joshua 1:8 left me with the further impression that if I would continue to hide his word in my heart, that this path would proceed on a more or less direct course to prosperity and success. I liked this plan! If I would do this then the Lord would do that. I loved the idea of traveling hand in hand with Peace and Success as my escorts. I was more than ready to jettison Loneliness and Failure – the outfitters of my previous life, who had led me into a box canyon of misery. Yes, leaning on this understanding of the Christian life was going to make my journey an enjoyable and, I believed, a pretty manageable affair.

We have grandchildren now and they remind me how cute and clueless toddlers are. I am pretty sure the Lord was smiling down at me as I began toddling – imagining that this Christian life was going to be something I could actually manage by way of my understanding.

I was amazed at how quickly the trail started to twist and to turn! But it was ok. I was determined to not get lost by following any dead-end trails of sin or bad doctrine. I was loaded up with memorized scriptures and just knew they would light the way to my high places. However, as I started traveling with a wife and kids, facing some vocational, financial and relational challenges, my vision went fuzzy. The terrain – the scenery and even my companions changed on me. On this lap around the mountain, Peace and Success passed the baton to Sorrow and Suffering. What’s the deal! This is not at all working out according to my understanding! I could see with my own eyes that we were going in the opposite direction! The amen of my perpetually praying heart was replaced with an OMG!

The do not trust in your own understanding-part of our passage probably made its first major contribution to my life as the Lord was removing (excuse me, tearing) the myth from my heart that I could manage anything with understanding, however biblical accurate it might be. Learning to place my trust in the Lord when things inside me and around me felt out of control seemed to be the only path remaining for me. Honestly … it still is.

It would be enjoyable and I think valuable for us to reflect on our stories and tell each other about those times where we learned (or were failing to learn) to trust in Christ and acknowledge him. I will recommend once again a favorite book of mine;  Hinds Feet on High Places. It, as well as any story, depicts the journey to the higher places in God. It has been particularly helpful in those seasons when the trail vanished or seemed impossibly steep or seemed to be heading in the wrong direction.

The myth has now been replaced, at least to some degree, with an experience-based revelation that his life within me is a mystery far greater than my finite mind can lay hold of and, in any way, control. Literally, Christ is my life and his ongoing revelation of this reality has required that I experience life’s ups and downs and twists and turns with him. These rugged elements of the trail have revealed the mysterious essence of my relationship with him. Without them I would have been left to my delusions.

If I have learned anything it is that the abundant life is all about doing life with him, no matter what we encounter on the trail. It is really only through my rest in his love that I can entrust my heart to him at all. Christ alone (not my understanding of him or the Bible) is my sufficiency. Our lives are like a lantern. Our spirit’s flame glows or dims, depending on how we respond to trail conditions. We must walk carefully for we are being observed…..

Let your light shine before men in such a way that they see your good works and glorify your Father who is in heaven.

Confession. I have not always enjoyed God’s company along the trail. Overtime, my OMG! evolved into an elder-brother kind of bitterness – something that can nearly obliterate the view of the trail and even make a mockery of the high places. It definitely obscured my vision of Father.

For the record, I am so glad I memorized those scriptures and I am so grateful for His Word! I am also more grateful than ever before for his Spirit who has breathed life into my stockpile of bible knowledge and connected at least a few of the dots.

Father, Thank you for being our good and capable Shepherd. May we see and acknowledge your lovingkindness in the midst of our current circumstances. May we continue to learn how to prefer your leadership over our own understanding. Amen.

 

Trust (Wednesday) – Psalm 125

Trust – Psalm 125

Do you ever find yourself agitated in spirit where something deep inside you is on edge but you really don’t know what’s up? That’s what has been going on with me. But, it has been helpful to pause and expose this thing to God. The habit of waiting, where I am subjecting my distressed (and often putrid thoughts) to a fresh stream of truth does my heart good. This morning his words are bringing clarity and perspective, relieving me of some of the rancor within.

I looked up “rancor” just to make sure my application was consistent with the actual meaning. The example it offered was; “In the end, the debate created a degree of “rancor” among the Sunday School members.” Oh yeah. “rancor” is the right word. Thank you Mr Webster.

I confess, I substituted “Sunday School” for “committee” in the above definition. I took this liberty because (as I read Psalm 125) I backtracked my tumult of spirit to a Sunday School class which recently turned into a town hall debate, exposing a gulf between one side of the political canyon and the other.

           Do good, O Lord, to those who are good, and to those who are upright in their hearts.

Psalm 125:4 is God’s-common ground to those on either side of the divide. As I lightened in, I heard in both, the longing for righteousness and social justice. Both the super-majority, who are my friends, and the super-minority who is my friend, want to see good.

Media does not help. Their method of hosting our political discourse assumes there is no common ground between us. It forces us to shout sound bites at each other across the divide. This is a lie promoted by Satan whose mission it is to divide. He is no doubt pleased with the nasty spirit of our debates and the growing divide in our culture.

“Oh great! Here Rob goes over-spiritualizing things again!” This was the warm feeling I got when I stepped into the gulf and tried to say something unifying in this divided sunday school class. Neither side knew what to do with me. Both contingents viewed me as a defector from their camp. If my 100% pledge of allegiance to a side is the cost of belonging then, the truth is, I can’t belong.

My bright and sensitive son attended a Christian school where he learned the Westminster catechism and more. We discovered the “and more” on the way home from school one day when he asked us to pray for a close friend of our family. (It happened to be my super-minority friend.) We were taken aback! What had awakened the intercessor in our son? I said “Ok, son what shall we pray?” He replied, “We need to pray for Jerry; He’s a democrat.” My son knew intuitively that this leftward leaning soul was damned due to an infection apparently as fatal as sin – the wrong political ideology.

      Those who trust in the Lord are as Mount Zion, which cannot be moved, but abides forever.

My brief study of Mount Zion equated it to the city of the great King David, the seat of power in a time that was thought of as Israel’s golden age.

                         So the Lord surrounds His people from this time forth and forever.

Those who have submitted to the rulership of Jesus are looking for “the city which has foundations, whose architect and builder is God“. They have citizenship in heaven. Because they have been raised up with Christ, they keep seeking the things above, where Christ is seated at the right hand of God. They set their minds on the things above, not on the things that are on earth. (Heb 11:10, Phil 3:20, Col 3:1,2)

Political discourse as it is, moderated by a biased media, breeds hopelessness, frustration and agitation of spirit, as it focuses on our differences, highlights the negatives and stirs up contention (and consequently rakes in huge profits). Unfortunately, at least in this hour, media thrives on division and in my opinion disqualifies itself as a useful moderator of any meaningful and productive discourse.

As the water of His word washed over my soul this morning and gave it needed perspective, my agitation was altered to more of a hope-oriented anxious longing which I pray is an appropriate emotion for those who have been subjected for a time (along with creation) to a season of futility.

For we know the whole creation groans and suffers the pains of childbirth together.” We have hope though because creation itself will be set free from it slavery to corruption into the freedom of the glory of the children of God. Romans 8:19

Our King came to us from heaven born as a child and a government of peace rests on His shoulders. There will be no end to the increase of this government or His rule over this kingdom. He will uphold it with justice and righteousness for evermore. This is going to be accomplished by the zeal of the One who is called Wonderful, Counselor, Mighty God, Eternal Father and Prince of Peace. (from Isaiah 9:6,7)

Father, Your Word gives us peace and hope in a world that appears to have none. May the sons and daughters of the Kingdom arise. Birth a dialogue that honors our common ground – our instinctive love of righteousness and justice. May Truth and Wisdom be vindicated by her words of love, wise counsel and deeds of social justice. May this new conversation birth unexpected healing and unity in behalf of all men for your Name’s sake.

When you returns may you find us conducting ourselves in a manner worthy of the gospel of Christ’s kingdom, standing firm in one spirit, with one mind, striving together for the faith of the gospel. Thank You for restoring my spirit again and again. Amen.

 

Dear Family,

 

Trust (Tuesday) – Psalm 20:1-9

Trust – Psalm 20:1-9

Some boast in chariots and some in horses, but we will boast in the name of the Lord, our God.

Spiritual formation is a hot topic. You can currently choose from 1.5 million hits on the internet. Is this a) revival or, b) marketing? Having witnessed some rebranding, where counseling, coaching and discipleship morphed into spiritual formation, I’m certain of “b” but I’m hopeful of “a”. I believe the buzz around this phrase is being generated in part by those who are hungering for transformation. That’s a God thing. It is also the impulse of those in professional ministry to catch a wave that has some energy in it (and hopefully some cash flow). This, sadly, is a man thing.

One of Paul’s points to the Romans is that the whole earth is in bondage and is being subjected to futility until the the sons of God are redeemed. In the mean time, with their aversion to futility, men are trying every key on the chain to free themselves. The  key of spiritual formation slips into the lock but doesn’t turn the tumbler. Why won’t the key turn?

You would think if one adhered to the disciplines, the pins would all line up and Voila! – a son is liberated. Mastering the right set of disciplines sounds hopeful but spiritual formulas do not liberate men. They enslave them. 

We have a massive key ring don’t we? Think of the myriad proposals and people we have looked to for liberation, yet we still groan in futility. What key did the first century church possess that is missing from our key ring?  To our ears, so accustomed to the rattle of our own keys, the answer will sound jejune. Yet, whether it was 2000 years ago or this morning, the only thing that has ever produced a son of God (or liberated one) is the life of God, in Christ.

Our redemption is a process where we are being transformed into the image of Christ. The whole creation groans as it awaits the consummation of this process. Yet, it is relieved, in some measure, when we learn, that Christ alone is our life. Upon this revelation, the lock becomes a heart set free to love God and bare his image. So, how shall we cooperate with God in our transformation?

As I read Psalm 20 I would say that the best first step is to not become an accredited, degreed professional expert in spiritual formation. Perhaps, we should just start by praying like a psalmistThis will head us in the right direction as long as we don’t patent and market it.

How does a psalmist pray anyway?  At the very least, they pray with presumption. Psalmists presume God is interested and active, that he speaks, that he is able and victorious. Psalmists presume that God has been at work all along and is engaged with his people in all their troubles, individually and corporately.

Unwittingly, psalmists do as much as a human can by simply leaning on God. In the process, they shed their fig leaves and become transparent. What could be more reasonable since God knows and understands them perfectly?  In light of their well established impotency psalmists makes themselves vulnerable. Acknowledging their weakness, they becoming God-dependent. Living from this place they became authentic, freely and passionately expressing their raw emotions and thoughts. These things will wiggle the tumbler.

Psalmists take the time for reflection and expression. Whether they are retreating or charging the enemy, psalmists pause and compose their hearts before the Lord. They do not just leave all their God-thoughts rattling around their brains. They pause and corral them. In doing this they become watchmen over their own hearts. The spirit is no doubt being shaped but more importantly, a relationship is being honored between the psalmist and his God.

In the process of living, God and his psalmists give each other permission to be themselves. To some, man at ease with God, will seem dangerously presumptuous. Their logic is, “God is holy! Humans are not! Man, fallen being that he is, will leverage ease with God to pad his independence and further his own agenda.” This is elder-brother logic. This key won’t move the pins.

I recall the word of a wise elder visiting our community. Regarding discipleship, he simply said, “Beware.” I now understand his council. He knew that if we put our trust in techniques, or worse yet, the professional Christian guru’s selling them, we would be putting our trust in chariots and horses, derailing simple trust in Jesus Christ – the key to our heart.

Father, hear our petitions. Rescue us where we are trusting in our own strength and resources.  See to it that our selfish ambitions come to nought that you may be honored above every name. May holy legions of men, women and children be restored to intimacy with you. Raise us up to boldly give our account of the abundant love, joy and the peace that are increasingly on display in and though us. May this world clearly see that the banner over us is no longer fear – it is love.